tbh it kills me to see anyone sad ya know there is a guy called dan howell and he found his best friend phil after 18 years and now he’s really happy and i hope you find your phil and your reason to smile stay strong lil nugget (✿◠‿◠)
If you want to be friends with me you don’t have to be “Hi, um, can, ya know, we be friends?”
It is 1000000000000000000000% percent ok if you just go into my inbox can go. “Man, I am so fucking pissed off at fucking Larry.” And I’ll most likely respond with, “Oh shit! What did Larry do now?”
I don’t care if I’m still young, being 17 (18 in like 2.75 months) and having never been in a relationship or shown real affection is a little upsetting
escalators are better than elevators because when escalators break they turn into stairs but when elevators break they turn into vertical coffins
Last night I read something that I didn’t think would trigger me very much but oh man it did
I don’t know if it’s just me but there was never anyone to “kiss my scars”, care about a suicide attempt, no one that cares that I’m slowly going off the rails and this other bullshit. No one to tell me I’m an important person, because I’m not. There is no perfect loving family or wonderful lasting friendships that make me a happier person.
Life is harsh and I feel so stupid, alone and not cared for. My existence could not possibly be any more unimportant than it is in this moment.
i dont even ship phan
but id pay like $600 to watch them make out
I don’t think I’ve ever felt true happiness, and if I have I really can’t remember what that feels like
christmas is so much worse as you get older it’s like “what do you want this year?” “a sense of purpose”
"a career" "financial security" "a sex life" "tuition for grad school" "alcohol" "a nap" "socks would be nice"
I know I’ll never be content with my life no matter what and it’s so fucking frustrating
why the fuck do people keep forgetting phil has a masters degree
like he’s so fucking smart though